One interesting curiosity I had was What happens when we leave this Body and what lies beyond here.
We are always wanting to know what our future will be, what we can expect.. It also validates our existence here and gives us a sense of purpose ahead. Mostly its this Fear that we will cease to Exist, perhaps because we derive so much identity from who we think we are now. Our Faces, Feelings, Desires, Our life as we will it, our Family and so on...
Naturally when we leave here all these Loose their significance. This is The great fear , the fear of Loss and then we desperately want to know if we will loose it all? What do we not loose? What is that ? What will that experience be? That is what makes us question After Life.
We are sold the idea of Heaven and Hell , Good life and a Punished Life etc.
All this dropped for me when I Began to really be here fully, How does it matter what lies ahead? Who does it matter to? The present is all that there is and the present moment will be as it will be even in the future.
We have only Now at any given time.
All I know is that The future after I leave from here is Going to Be a Grand Glorious Adventure as it is Now.
That the unchangeable, lets call it consciousness forever is.
Choose to be a Bird, Choose to be a Tree, Choose to be a Flee, Choose to be a Man, Choose to be a woman, Choose to be Gay, Choose to be Straight, choose to Be what ever is fun for you!
After all you are Consciousness expressing itself in forms or the formless.
Its Fun and its Pay and all it is , is a great Ride Past, Present and Future Lives.
Some of us are leaders and some followers. The difference is weather we entrain to people or people entrain to us.
The most commonly seen is that we tend to entrain, trying to fit in, have similar conversations, share similar perspectives, have similar problems and so on..
Then the other is more like an invitation. It is where you are as you are and people would like to know your perspective, get curious about your conversation and meet you. It is not dominance over, but being the dominant energy in your life.
In the former scenario you are abandoning truth and making others greater than you.
In the latter you are steadfast in yourself and being an invitation to others, weather they come to your party or not!
Who are you Being?
I am sharing a part of my own personal evolution
When I was little I had very power centric people around me. They exercised Power, defied power, suppressed power including mine. I grew up with a warped sense of personal power. I wanted it, lacked it and either made myself pathetic or arrogant as I grappled with my personal power and what that truly meant.
As I did this, the natural thing to do at the time was to close by heart. The inability to express my emotional side took a hit. I swayed from intense emotions and to a lockdown.
Why am I sharing this?
I invite you to look at the story of your life. What influenced you? What did you believe about yourself? What did you believe about how it was to be in the world?
I have been wondering what would create harmony here.
And, off late I noticed how the deeper questions of my own sense of presence in this world. Where I played small and where I tried to compensate for the same?
Now, I feel a sense of flowering of a gentleness, caring, love without any conditions.
Vulnerability with my emotions... It seems that is the most powerful feeling. Allowing yourself, to Be , feel and live as though nothing can hurt you.
It's confusing times, Transforming times none the less.
Your Body is always talking, whispering and well, sometimes shouting. What is it saying?
It is constantly giving you information on your Energetic Vibration, your environment , the Earth, other Energetic fields, your ancestral patterns. That is perhaps the Body is ne of the keys to change.
When we can activate our own bodies intelligence, acknowledge its capacities, its awareness and recognize that it is in fact a gift through which we can participate in our lives, be present here on this beautiful planet, savouring its delights so to speak we can begin to fully live here and now with joy, sense of exuberance.
So consider having a different relationship to your body. Would that actually change how you experience life?
I think, I feel and that makes me want to share...