I am sharing a part of my own personal evolution
When I was little I had very power centric people around me. They exercised Power, defied power, suppressed power including mine. I grew up with a warped sense of personal power. I wanted it, lacked it and either made myself pathetic or arrogant as I grappled with my personal power and what that truly meant.
As I did this, the natural thing to do at the time was to close by heart. The inability to express my emotional side took a hit. I swayed from intense emotions and to a lockdown.
Why am I sharing this?
I invite you to look at the story of your life. What influenced you? What did you believe about yourself? What did you believe about how it was to be in the world?
I have been wondering what would create harmony here.
And, off late I noticed how the deeper questions of my own sense of presence in this world. Where I played small and where I tried to compensate for the same?
Now, I feel a sense of flowering of a gentleness, caring, love without any conditions.
Vulnerability with my emotions... It seems that is the most powerful feeling. Allowing yourself, to Be , feel and live as though nothing can hurt you.
It's confusing times, Transforming times none the less.
I think, I feel and that makes me want to share...